I just now finally erased the pics of my ex from my phone..thing is I still have everything he has ever given me. I feel like I can't get over him and that makes me feel bad.

I learned that he thought he could train me like a dog. I now know why we always fought and we did because he always liked the make up after a fight. And he would always yell at me because he wanted to keep me in line.

After so much emotional and mental abuse you would think that I would be able to get over him. But we were together a year.

And not too long ago I found out that he had been talking to another girl in ways that he shouldn't have. And they exchanged phone numbers. It just kills me because we were together a whole year.

I was abused, cheated on, and yet, I think I still love him in a way.

But, maybe not love, maybe just miss.

I have a new boyfriend now who I adore, but I think he may love me more than I love him, we got together way too soon and I feel like we are going too fast.

He will be moving here in a couple months.

I'm not really sure what to do.